*kilig*

*lately, i was so sad,, heart problems,, ay! problem lang pala,, kasi i m so in love with my chie, pero we had some kinda misunderstanding then after no'n i was so paranoid na,, na sobra sobra na dumating na sa point na i felt na hindi na niya me love (o.a vah? keber!) kasi medyo extreme coldness din xa kea talagang mejo pagaga akexh.. pero the other day i checked my friendster,, ('aNgeL') i received 4 testi's from him, so kilig talaga,, so babaw ko noh? pero kasi after ko naread un,,secured na ulit ako,, na he loves me still ,, grabe,, i love my chie chie much2 talga.. mmmm.. kaya lang takot pa rin me sa commitment,, ayoko na kasi makasakit,, hirap kasi kapag may nasasaktan ka sa huli,, may regrtets kasi ung person di naman deserving nung pain na ginawa mo tapos kapag narealize mo huli na,, chie ko........... love you much!!