life is a shit

hahaha,, kidding aside,,lately, i've been through every imaginable pain,,
my life has been a total mess,,
but i'm happier now, cause i've proven something to myself..
those people who value me and makes every pain tolerable do exist,,
and i thank each one of you,,
salamat ng maraming marami,,

i just broke up with my boyfriend,, hahaha,,
talgang i broadcast?
am still holding on though,,
my friends keep on telling me that i don't deserve the pain he's causing me,.
but you see it's very rare that i would go gaga for a guy..
often times i act so tough,,
but honestly am really really weak when it comes to love..
and boy am i not ashamed to admit it..

ohh well,, pride?
where would it bring me naman dba?
haaay,,