ready to let you go..
i thought that without someone to love (a partner) my life would be wasted, somehow, but the last relationship i had proved me wrong, coz when we broke up it was just then that i realized how dumb i had been to just be stuck in that point of my life wherein my whole world revolved only in him which i now realized as something which is not good for me as a person, as an individual, as a whole. When we broke up it was just then that i realized how unattached i had been with my friends, those people who really cared and would love to make me smile, those people who knows that they can make me cry, but never dared too.. those people whom i disregarded,, and i'm so sorry for that action..
Lately, i was still holding on to the thought that we could still patch things up, reconcile and all that, but as days passes by, you're making me see how that break up is a good thing for me,, i did not regret anything in our relationship neither meeting you,, for if i did not meet you i must've not learned the lesson i just learned when you let me go just like that.. you told me you did not want to hurt me anymore that's why you're letting me go.. when my friends found that out, in one way or another i defended you from them, from the harsh things that those people who loves me said about you,, i never lose hope neither doubted that one day you'll come back and we could continue the relationship we had which i thought had a strong foundation because it started from friendship and not mere infatuation, but i was wrong, it was never meant to last, or at least that's what you've showned me,,
God had been so nice to let me have someone like you,, very thoughtful and all,, but i know see it's purpose, i saw who needs who more.,, i could always be your shoulder to cry on.. we could still be friends and all,, but please,, never again tell me that you love me more than a friend, if you can't treat me the way i ought to be treated,, i know my worth,,. and i'm pretty sure that there's somebody out there who's much much worthy of my time,, and all.. am not bitter though, don't get me wrong,, i'm just making you that i know who and what i could be,, :)
Lately, i was still holding on to the thought that we could still patch things up, reconcile and all that, but as days passes by, you're making me see how that break up is a good thing for me,, i did not regret anything in our relationship neither meeting you,, for if i did not meet you i must've not learned the lesson i just learned when you let me go just like that.. you told me you did not want to hurt me anymore that's why you're letting me go.. when my friends found that out, in one way or another i defended you from them, from the harsh things that those people who loves me said about you,, i never lose hope neither doubted that one day you'll come back and we could continue the relationship we had which i thought had a strong foundation because it started from friendship and not mere infatuation, but i was wrong, it was never meant to last, or at least that's what you've showned me,,
God had been so nice to let me have someone like you,, very thoughtful and all,, but i know see it's purpose, i saw who needs who more.,, i could always be your shoulder to cry on.. we could still be friends and all,, but please,, never again tell me that you love me more than a friend, if you can't treat me the way i ought to be treated,, i know my worth,,. and i'm pretty sure that there's somebody out there who's much much worthy of my time,, and all.. am not bitter though, don't get me wrong,, i'm just making you that i know who and what i could be,, :)
posted by kristine @ 10:25 PM
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