mmmmmm

i've realized that i've wasted much of my time comparing myself to different people, hehe..
i've been too obsessed to the thought of being better than everybody else around me..
but lately, i've had a reflection, i thought of everything that i had been doing lately, and yes, this didn't made me a better me.
i realized how much time i've wasted, hating, criticizing those people whom i thought is less of what they're expected to be..
not even thinking for a moment about how imperfect i am..
ohh well, i remember a friend telling me, that i should not say bad stuffs about other people cause i too do not like the thought of hearing negative stuffs about me..
i was dumbstruck when i heard her say those things, she was right yet i did not listen to her..
but now that i'm becoming more aware of how awful my attitude is, i guess i better change..
after all what comes around, goes around..
just a thought