me? such a crybaby..

i don't know what's with me lately,,
i'm such a crybaby,, simple scenarios make me cry..
such as just a portion of something from a certain program,,
i catch myself crying..
as in tears began to flow..
just like last night,,
hagulgol ako,, as in,,
i don't know why,, i just feel so incomplete..
i guess..
i miss my papa badly..
and he was like what? 12 yrs dead already..
i can't move on..
wheeeeew!!!
i don't know but.. for me..
it's so hard growing up without a responsible father..
someone you know you can turn to when some assholes make u cry..
the very first man in your life who loves you unconditionally..
someone whom you know you can turn too in times of trouble..
someone who is just a plain old dad..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(