heLp!!??

ano ba toh,, naoobssess na ba ako sa chie ko,, huhu,, pano naman kasi lahat na lang ng gingawa kokino consider ko palag xa,, wutta!! anyways,, i'm glad na positive naman ng effect niy s'kin,, di xa destruction,, rather he's an inspiration *kilig.. although may misunderstandings kami madalas,, wla lang,, misunderstandings lang na madalas,, hehe naaayos naman,, somehow, haaay,, kea lang,, dami ko pa rin insecurities,huhu,, ewan k0 ba bakit ako naiinsecure,,

can anyone please help me,, lam niyo kasi ayoko mwala ang aking chie,, kea lang,, ean parang d feeling is mutual na parang hindi,, waaaahhh,,, naeewan na tlaga me,, help,, any one??

CAS WEEK

this week wala kaming class,, i mean puro alterntive class, kea ang dami naming vacant kaya lng tambak din kami ng activities,, huhu,, pati projcts and assignment., kea lang kahit isa wala me nagawa,, i'm so irresponsible na naman,, uhh ohh.. mukha ngang bababa mga grades k ehh (sorry po..) kasi nman parang wala ang heart ko sa LegMa,, nakanino kaya??!! toinx* pero d nga ngbabalak me mag shift,, hehe,, sa tingin niyo ano maganda?? Politcal Science kaya?? Bwahahahaha... naffraning na talga me..

anyways about this week i'm so sipag na 2days lang me pumasok,, wenesday and fridy,, pano kasi 5 activities lang naman ehh,, para comple na ang attedance for the whole week,, wheew..

got tons of thing to share pa sana kea lang,, sa sobrang dami i don't know kung noh uunahin ko :)

huhuhu my sistah is sick :(

kawawa naman my sister,, 3 days na xang naka confine,, at 3 days na din me sa hosp,, me nagbbanty sa kanya ehh,, ang bat na ate noh? tsaka bumabawi lang,, pag good shoot muna me para balik na ni mama baon ko,, hehehe... anyways,, so far,, she's getting better na,,

sa mga nag pray for her to get well soon.. thank you ng maraming maram,, naappreciate ko un, sobra..

>DesPediDa<

wheeeew wutta monday,, sept 18,, was my friend's despedida,, grabee it was super fun..fun..fun.. this friend of mine is Ms. Jessica Afalla, a good friend of min since elementary,,she's been there trough thick and thin,, we had our good times and bad times,, we argued for some time but we were able to fix things up,, oh, ohh well to much for our brief history.,hehe

I didn't have much commu ith my elm friends cause after graduation from elem we transferred to pampanga and there i continued my high school.. So, last monday i was happy to see some of my elem friends,, my co- volleybal varsity players,, and old flames(?),, hehe,, i had a pleasurable time with their company,, remiscing how fun our elementary days was, and how terror our teacher is, while remiscing and all that we were enjoying th food and drinks they had prepare for us,,but our favorite was the lechon (yummy).. it was also one of our pulutan kasi..

while we were drinking,,i had been kinda tipsy na,, i was so kulit (what's new?) pero i know nman my lmitaton,, funny thing is when i was kinda tipsy na do'n ka lang nlaman na we were drinking red horse pala,, all the whle i thought it was just san mig light that's why i was wondering why i was tipsy na ehh ilan rounds pa lang naman,,

when it was like 7pm na i was so kilig then cause my long time crush (jess' uncle) was concerned pala s'kin,, kasi he's one of jss' relative who's hesitating of allowing me to go home cause i was drunk na nga daw (but swear i'm not) hihi.. before i went home i even had the chance to have a picture with him,whhew!! he looks like paolo bediones na,, pero he was more good looking before,, i like him na kasi grade 4 pa lang me,, kea lang,, ngeon,, mejo crush na lang (lovyou chie) hehe..

eun,, kea lang,, sab nga always balance an happiness and sadness,, kasi after that nung pauwi na ko,, pauwi na kasi me ng 9 something,, nakauwi me ng 1am,, (that's from quezon city to laguna) my mom was so mad,, kasi sutil na bata,, d n naman nagpaalam.. then nwalan pa ko ng 1000.00 then pag dating ko pa ng alabang,,wala me masakyan pa sta.rosa,, huhu talaga,, para me engeng sa alabang terminal,, umiiyak,, mukha akong na rape(hahaha) wasted na wasted na kasi ako,, tapos umiiyak pa ko,, nagarkila na lang tuloy me ng jep ppuntang sta. rossa kasi pro hanggang binan na lang,, tapos un,, kinabukasan tuesday., bnawasan ni mama baon ko,, 300 na lang,, hirap mag budget,, dwashtik!!!

pero,, okay lang,, i guess they're worthy naman ehh.. :)

*kilig*

*lately, i was so sad,, heart problems,, ay! problem lang pala,, kasi i m so in love with my chie, pero we had some kinda misunderstanding then after no'n i was so paranoid na,, na sobra sobra na dumating na sa point na i felt na hindi na niya me love (o.a vah? keber!) kasi medyo extreme coldness din xa kea talagang mejo pagaga akexh.. pero the other day i checked my friendster,, ('aNgeL') i received 4 testi's from him, so kilig talaga,, so babaw ko noh? pero kasi after ko naread un,,secured na ulit ako,, na he loves me still ,, grabe,, i love my chie chie much2 talga.. mmmm.. kaya lang takot pa rin me sa commitment,, ayoko na kasi makasakit,, hirap kasi kapag may nasasaktan ka sa huli,, may regrtets kasi ung person di naman deserving nung pain na ginawa mo tapos kapag narealize mo huli na,, chie ko........... love you much!!

slippers

*wowowee!! hehe,, because of isang kaklap2 na happening napabili me ng new slippers,, cute naman dba?? hehehe..

amor thanx talga sa pagsama,, mwah!!

memories.

.. grabe,, i don't know if i love torturing myself or what.. lately,, realization na naman,,

..auf fam,, biruin niyo,, dami na pala natin pinagdaanan,, and dami pa natin san pagdaan na magkakasama,, sana maging stronger pa ang ating friendship.. love ko kayong lahat,, can't imagine kung pano ako magiging ako now,, kung wala kayo (*positively, huh)
*ces,, iba din pala friendship natin,, kahit na mukhang d tayo gano'n ka close sa school before,, outside naman iba.. hehe.. love you po..
*fhatz,, haaay,, i miss the days na nakaksama ko kayo ni ate cha,, huhu
*kayz,, joe,, now u 2,, ang laki na ng gap natin,, (especially joe,, ) hope we could hang out and catch up with what's new..
*alice,,magz,, kailangan pa bang imemorize yan.. hehe,, kay magz wala me tampo pero lice,, seo, mejo.. kasi naman,, huhu.. d u na me naaalala
*khizzy,, thanks po sa pag try na makatulong sa algeb ko,, sobrang appreciated po un.. loveyou much..
*st. francis,, i miss your company,, those times na i was so kulit (upto now) and nakikisakay nman kayo sa trippings ko,, iba talaga kayo.. :(

..s.r.e.i fam,,
*we may not have spent much time with each other neither do we know each other that much,, pero part pa rin kayo ng aking precious life,, miss ko din kayo.. hehe

..q.c. friends..
*joanna,, jessica,, che,, pilar,, miss ko na kayong 4,, miss ko na ung days na magkakasama tayoo.. iba din kasi bonding natin,, kayo pnka matagal kong naging friendship,, and dami na din nating misunderstanding na nalagpasan,, bilib me sa friendship natin,, sana mas tumagal pa (jess,, mamimiss kita,,)

..amici fam..
*kayo din miss ko na,, lalo na ung mga ka close ko,, sana po sa susunod na eb mkasama na me.. hehe

..bst fam..
*wheeew,, kayo sobrang love ko,, thanks for the friendship.. :) always take care guys,, forever friends!!

..beda fam..
*you may be just new added friends nonetheless you've showned me that you too appreciate my existance and company,, thanks!!

..x' ko..
*dami ba kayo?? toinx!! thanks for still being my friend,, and for still being there for me when i need someone to talk to and pour out my sentiments.. (special mentioned,, ramzie n lexie)
*sa mga d ko kasundo,, i mean ung masyado kong na hurt,, sorry,, pero promise naappreciate ko lahat kayo.. hehe

..to all..
*sorry kung may nakalimutan ako,, lam niyo po,, naappreciate ko kayong lahat,, all you efforts and company.. sorry if there are times na i took u guys for granted,, promise most of the time d ko sinsadya.. hope that what we have now would grow to a better one,,
*sa mga may galit sa'kin cause of me causing u too much pain,, sana ma forgive niyo na po ako.. i'm not asking for us to be friends again,, or something,, but am hoping to be forgiven,, kapal bA?? haaay

always remember that you can count on me,, and that i would love to help you for as long as kaya ko..

God is good ,, God is great :)
(i miss YFC!!:( )

kewlness

i sooo love fhatz' post,, grabee reflect kagad ak for just about 2mins,, hehe imagine that,, iba ang effect,, true nga naman,, when you die God won't ask u stupid questions such as,, how many have you smoke?? what do you think about those peaople who don't party and all that,, rather yuo would be judged depending on what have you done with your life,, i mean you soul,, hehe.. nawawala na naman ako (*knock,knock brain,, anjan pa ba*toinx!!)

so people think about it,,don't spend much time in improving only your appearance and your social status,, rather improve your whole being,, your soul,, your attitude,, it won't hurt to be seen at the chapel or at the library,, it would help you to be a better you actually,, that's all,,

Stressed out ang beauty ko..

gosh!! this day is so kapagod talaga,, to the highest level,, our first stop was the LUNETA,, it was early morning yet the sun was on its full strike that we were sweating badly,, it wa just a few minutes shoot there but we were all like,, bathing in our sweats,, but the shoot was quite fun,,

after shooting with our national hero, we then went to the grand stand and relay it's history,, then we went to jollibee to have our lunch,,

we're just on our way to Manila zoo which was our second destination, and we were all like so drained na,, then we had our chance of checking out the different animals at the Manila zoo,, but it was quite disappointing, there are very few animals to be seen and they weren't well fed,, the caretaker said that they feed the animals 2x a day,, but if you would only see the horses,, mi golly they were literally "buto't balat",, there was even an orangutan who have no food at all,, they don't want people who visits the zoo to feed these animals but they weren't treated properly,, there was a construction there awhile ago and the caretaker said that they would be adding more animals in the zoo while they can't manage to take care of the very few animals they have now.. plus the environment,, it stinks,, foul other could be smelled almost everywhere,, there was even tons of trashes scattered everywhere,, it was the last thing I could thought of..

there were very few species that you could see and their not in their proper conditions,, I just hope that the government would do something about it,, specially that some foreigners were visiting the place as well,,

anyways our next (and was our last) stop was the baywalk,, shocking ang waves,, and the wind,, so not cooperating with us,, while we were shooting our hair was flying everywhere, ( go figure!! ;)) ) then the sun was still ohh so hot at around 4pm,, huhu,, we were toasted!!

then i got home at around 9pm,, so it was from 8am-9pm,, so just imagine the exhaustion i had,, haaaay..

by the way,, i really don't know how to put all of the pics here so just check the pictures of our kakulitan at http://angeltine1408.multiply.com

friends for keeps

i was checking my things these past few days and i noticed how attached i was with my friends,, since elementary,, but the people who left unforgettable markings in my life was my higschool friends,, you've showned me what are my weaknesses and strenghts are,, you never gave up on me,, we've been through everything imaginable,, actually you guys taught me what friendship is all about,, the sacrifices and all that,, the moments we shared,, those long times we jusdt stayed with each other,, talking about everything under the sun,, laughing our hearts out and all,, those times when we console each other,, every friday at my place just cooking some ham and breads then endless chitchats,, waaah,, i can't help but reminisce,, those moments spent with you huys are really worth keeping,, wish to have more memories.. together..

thursday mourning,,

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i miss my chie that's why i'm so sad,, to the highest level,, that's why i can help but to cry,, huhu..

plus,, last thursday,, i was so stressed out,, with all the projs,, then i felt so empty, i just need to pour out my sentiments,, or else i would explode,, huhu

i missed my auf family and my friends from all places,, ung ka close ko lang huh,, kc nman po at times like this,, when i feel worthless i know u guys are there for me,, pati si ano miss ko din,, haaaay.. *emotenexh*

haaay,, i need to cry a lot often,, kasi i got tons of pain inside me,, i need someone to console me,, cno kea?? toinx!

last saturday

Last SAturday was a blast,, we were just five then but omg we had so much fun,, as in we're so loud,, and we were laughing our hearts out,, daming moments nung sat noh? hehehe
ohh pano na naman toh,, wla lang tagal kasi nila khizzy ayan,, nag moment moment kami nila khayz n she,, masya nman,, catching up with what's new sa isa't-isa,, panoe last time na nag usap kmi nung we watched a movie,, anoe kc ung pinanood natin?? ayan limot ko na.. tsktsk..

tapos nitong mga moments namin,, dumating na sila khizzy at kmi nman ang nagmoment.. hehe.. kaya lang parang magulo mejo meja ang happening kasi dami stories to share meron tuloy mga moments na tipong (wwwwwwhaaaaaaaaaaaat???) ganyan,, sobrang shock,, hanggang nakauwi na shock pa din,, hehe

kaasar naman,, ayaw bumaba nung isang pic,, wla tuloy kakikayn effect.. anyways,, yung mga di po pumunta,, avah,, punta naman keo.. mish ko na keo d nyo ba mixh?? *emote*

wutta week

monday ,, i had a headace because i wasn't able to eat lunch and i just stayed in front of the comp for like 6 hours,, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

tuesday,, i only have 2 subjs for this day and i only attended 1 ,, my least favorite subj pa,, grrrrrrr,, i missed mr. sining ng komunikasyon.. toinx!

wednesday,, i had attended my last 2 subjs lang,, kamusta naman un,, so tamad,, yet sobrang stressed,, i hate having problems tlaga lahat affected.. huhu

thursday,, now this day is the worst and best day of my week,,

worst? because i crammed for our algebra project,, huhu,, and i'm so damn sleepy,, then around 10 pm i was crying na upto mga 12 something ( i miss someone,, i miss my chie!!!)

best? because i told my crush i like him but he didn't take it seriuosly,, walang malice!! but i don't know if i like him still, ka turn off kasi!! hehe

friday,, so far,, it's okie pa nman,, i have 4 1/2 hours of vacant,,

iLL just update you guys later or on sunday.. cause tomorrow would be busy din, we would be having our shoot for our fili docu,, haaaaay.. todo na toh!!

thank God it's friday!

waaaaaaaaah,,

at last natapos naung ibang dapat tapusin kaya lang sadly may bago na naman nadagdag.. gwash! when will this projects and reaction papers ever end?! kakaloka na..

after finishing the requirement for algebra, we still have history, sociology and fili documentary to accomplish,, wala na po sanang dumagdag,, stressing grabeee

thank goodness that i have a chance to sleep this afternoon,, it has been 3nights that i was sleeping for just like 3-4 hours,,

can't wait for the sembreak..