amici christmas party

wahaha,

grounded me,, daw..

because i went home at around 1:30am (duh?!)

i came from cavite,, hehehe

it was super fun,,

finally i saw na my dada botch, my thartand my yhum2..

grabe ka inlove si yhum2 ko,, so gwfu,, kea lang taken na.,,

my dada mas wafu in person,,

i met some new friends din..

di na kasi me active sa clan ehh..

ohh well,,

it was my first time to drink empe,,

ayus lng naman,,

dami fafa sa amici,,

(parang andaming pumunta noh)

den about d chikas,,

bebot tlaga!! azhteeg!! harhar..

thanx nga pala sa nagdala ng cake

also ang gagagnda ng speech ng mga officers,,

*hehe*

nweiz,,

merry christmas to y'all!!!

ready to let you go..

i thought that without someone to love (a partner) my life would be wasted, somehow, but the last relationship i had proved me wrong, coz when we broke up it was just then that i realized how dumb i had been to just be stuck in that point of my life wherein my whole world revolved only in him which i now realized as something which is not good for me as a person, as an individual, as a whole. When we broke up it was just then that i realized how unattached i had been with my friends, those people who really cared and would love to make me smile, those people who knows that they can make me cry, but never dared too.. those people whom i disregarded,, and i'm so sorry for that action..

Lately, i was still holding on to the thought that we could still patch things up, reconcile and all that, but as days passes by, you're making me see how that break up is a good thing for me,, i did not regret anything in our relationship neither meeting you,, for if i did not meet you i must've not learned the lesson i just learned when you let me go just like that.. you told me you did not want to hurt me anymore that's why you're letting me go.. when my friends found that out, in one way or another i defended you from them, from the harsh things that those people who loves me said about you,, i never lose hope neither doubted that one day you'll come back and we could continue the relationship we had which i thought had a strong foundation because it started from friendship and not mere infatuation, but i was wrong, it was never meant to last, or at least that's what you've showned me,,

God had been so nice to let me have someone like you,, very thoughtful and all,, but i know see it's purpose, i saw who needs who more.,, i could always be your shoulder to cry on.. we could still be friends and all,, but please,, never again tell me that you love me more than a friend, if you can't treat me the way i ought to be treated,, i know my worth,,. and i'm pretty sure that there's somebody out there who's much much worthy of my time,, and all.. am not bitter though, don't get me wrong,, i'm just making you that i know who and what i could be,, :)

my hectic sched!

this week had been a blast..
i also get home at around 10pm..
i'm so tired with the practices for the upcoming intramurals..
which will be held this coming week,, huhu..
it's almost christmas and we still have to go to school..

monday _ we had the try outs,, and am in,, volleyball,,
harhar,, it was fun..

tuesday _ i went home at around 10pm too,, practice for cheering,, haaay..

wednesday _ now! this day is indeed fun fun fun.. we went to Letran, Calamba to be the representative of our dear alma mater for it's the championship for basketball boys,, versus De La Salle (Lipa) for the NCAA South,, and as expected, we won,,
hurray! we screamed at the top of our lungs when the De La Salle did not got the chance
to score during the remaining 5secs of the game,
afterwards, we joyously sang the
Bedan Hymn,,
(ahem! proud bEdAn here!)

thursday _ it was the day that i had been so happy,, hihi *kilig*
my crush went up to us and asked us if we already had a taste of the brownies which is sold in our cafeteria, well honestly we answered no, then out of the blue, he held out his half eaten brownie,, and i took a bit *kilig* then he offered it to my friends as well,, but fortunately, they did not seem to be interested with the brownie so they just told him that they don't want too.. m so so happy really,,

friday _ i was so so frustrated coz it was really late when they finally thought of letting us go,, but the thing is we have to be at around 9am the next day.,. wheeeew!!! Robots?

Saturday _ this one now is really really a very busy day.. we had a practice in the morning, then at around 11am we went to CCP to watch a ballet performance entitled
"..and the winner is.." which unfortunately we're not able to watch the first 3parts,, huhu.. (too much effort ) then at around 5pm we went back to alabang to be able to go back to laguna,, i was able to reach my place at aound 9 or 10 something,, then my mom told me to go to SM sta. Rosa, coz there's a midnight sale, duh! i wasn't able to buy anything.. :(

Sunday _ i attended a birthday party of a friend which is at Lumban, yes! that's after Pagsanjan! darn far darling! but it's worthy of the effort, we had fun, there are lots of foods and we drank some san mig, but not to the extent of getting drunk coz if that's the case i wouldn't be able to type all of these,, wuttya think..

as for tomorrow,, i have to be at our school at around 7 :30, because we would be having that traditional parade before the intrams.. then afterwards we would (again) have a practice for the cheering competition for this wed,, and yes! that's again upto 8:30 pm.. (and am still here at a computer shop)

- 9 : 45

28 ways to make a girl smile

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.

2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.

6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.

8 . Call her sweety. {not baby}

9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}

12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.

13 . Play with her hair.

14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.

15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.

17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

19 . Carve your names into a tree.2

0 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

21 . Give her piggyback rides.

22 . Bring her flowers just because.

23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

27 . Kiss her in the rain.

28 . If your in love with her . . . tell her