fhatzzz

so hurt po ba? hope you'll be okay na..
life's like that talaga..
parang kaninang morning lang magkausap tayo ehh noh..
haaay..
i believe naman that you do believe in Him..
that's why i belive din na you'll get over din with
what you're going through right now..
i know that you know that He will not give you something He knows you can't handle..
everything happens for a reason..
and whatever reason it is that He may have i belive that it's for your own good..
situations like this makes us a better person,.,
you're beautiful inside out you know..
and i love you so much..
always take care of yourself huh..

~*~ alangmangalingwan ~*~

"kulang,, pero okay lang.."

conversation with my friends last monday..

MaanE : (to ji) magkikita ba kayo mamaya?
Ji : hindi.. nagkita na kami kanina..
MaanE : ikaw amor?
amor : may pasok xa..
biglang baling sa'kin
MaanE : may bf ka ba ngayon?
Me : (with a smile) susme! masaya na ko sa buhay ko ngayon..
MaanE : naku! sagot ng mga bitter yan.. ang tamang sagot jan..
"kulang,, pero ok lang"
Me : ahh,, oo nga, pero masaya na talaga me sa life ko ngayon..
kayo ok na ba?

.. then we talked about her deearest ever mushroom boyfriend (lulubog lilitaaw kasi,, ay dapat pala palitaw) joke! peace tyo maane.. lovve you much!!

..ohh dba? ehh sa anong magagawa ko..
.. i'm single,, and i'm loving it..
..i don't want to have any commitment to anybody nga muna kasi..
..the last time i tried to be in a commitment,, wala din magandang dinulot sa'kin,,
..also,, somebody's taking care of me naman,,ehh,,
..da hu? og course my ever dearest...
FRIENDS...
kaya mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat ehh..

iremember tuloy a suitor..
i told him that we're better off as friends,, (lahat naman ehh)
cause i'm a better friend than that of a lover,,
cause i can give up my partner for my friend..
i value my friends more than a special someone,,
especially ung mga friends ko na even before i meet my special friend..
..ohh dba?

me? such a crybaby..

i don't know what's with me lately,,
i'm such a crybaby,, simple scenarios make me cry..
such as just a portion of something from a certain program,,
i catch myself crying..
as in tears began to flow..
just like last night,,
hagulgol ako,, as in,,
i don't know why,, i just feel so incomplete..
i guess..
i miss my papa badly..
and he was like what? 12 yrs dead already..
i can't move on..
wheeeeew!!!
i don't know but.. for me..
it's so hard growing up without a responsible father..
someone you know you can turn to when some assholes make u cry..
the very first man in your life who loves you unconditionally..
someone whom you know you can turn too in times of trouble..
someone who is just a plain old dad..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

january

ayosxh naman ang aking enero..
yaikz! ano daw..
mah january is just fine..
been really busy with different stuffs..
such as..

..mah clan..
OHANA,, mah ohana fam, i love so much ung mga pioneer,, grabe,, mag wa 1 month na tayo,, ayoxh ba? kea lang d pa din tayo nagkikita2,, hehe,, pero ito,, no joke,, sobrang appreciate ko kayo,, lalo na ung mga active.. thanx for spending some of you precious time sa ating familia..

..mah studz..
susme naman noh! after christmas vacation midterms,, after midterms a week long activity and when i say a week long activity i mean week long (monday-sunday)..
midterms,, is just fine,, thinking that we had been having the time of our lives and they expect us to what? remember everything overnight? naman.. but as i said ayoxh lang..
for the week lonf activity,, ayos na sana ehh.. puro seminar.. kaya lang pinaulit ung cheering,, so nagkaro'n pa ng kachakahang cheering exhibition,, ayos na ayos,, taas ng sikat ng araw tapos biglang,, pero.. ok lang din.. :) kasi nga pala,, that week,, thanx to those activities i had some spare time para maka tulong sa bene kalinga,, kaya happy na din me..

..mah family..
m happy with my family now,, todo b0nding session kami,, arguments? very rare na! as in minsan nga hindi na ehh,, kaya masaya..pero si kokoy,, ano pa nga ba? makulit talaga,, medyo lumala din ung gali pero ok pa din,, lahat ok dba?


..mah stuffs..
yea! gamit ko,, kasi inaayos ko na xa sa dapat niyang kalagyan.. pano po kasi lilipat na kami,, wanna see our under construction house,, hehehe.. cge next time post ko.. :)
m so excited na nga kasi mag kasama kami ni chamie sa room next year na me pagagawan ni mamu ng kwarto ang dami po kasing gastos latelty tapos mga tao sa munisipyo,, magkuripot daw ba.. lapit na kasi halalan,, pati money na hindi dapat sa kanila pinakikielaman.. naku huh,, politics talaga,, sakit sa ulo..
anyways,,, as i was saying ayun na nga am happy naman na we'll be having our own house na,, i admit meron na kaming sariling house for almost 2yrs ow,, pero ginagawa lang naman naming bakasyunan un,, eto,, d2 na talga kami,, finally,, after 16 yrs.. :)

ean lang po,, siguro meron me mga ibang nakalimutang ilagay,, pero kapag naalala ko post ko na lang din.. :)

moi busy..

after midterms line up of activities from monday to sunday,, kamusta naman yun dba? ohh well that's life i guess,, but somehow i enjoyed it naman,,

monday,, pep class, our first pep class,, we had 4 speakers ata yun,, d nman ka boring pwo katkot tlga c mrs.bertis,, she saw the people at the back txting daw kasi and not listening to the speaker in front,, ehh am at the back,, huhuhu.. terror!

tuesday,, i thought am late,, di pala,, kasi my seminar about is it love? nyahaha,, kailangan pa bang imemorize yan,, but i learned a lot of things,, such as love grows,, ohh dba? kea ikaw,, yes you.. remember that,, love grows,, wak mo na ko kulitin,, :p please lang.. nung afternoon naman po ano pa nga ba? accounting,, aun,, halos matulog na naman kami,, kasi so boring,, nag bigay xa ng answers sa exam the other week un na un.. txt mode me no'n ehh..

wednesday.. computer,, may tinake lang kming exam then tapos na.. rs na,, nag host naman kami ng mass for the sto. nino.. banal banalan? haay,, i miss being a lector,, halos mag volunteer na ko sa prof ko para mag 2nd reading kea lang,, it's not meant for me ehh,, nyahahaha.. ano daw? ahh oo cge,, un na un.. hanggang 12 un,, then my next class is 3pm pa.. d naman kami nag class,, tamang sayang ng oras.. grrrr...

thursday,, F.A na ata me sa humaties,, m not aware naman kasi na may aattendan pala kmi na seminar na naman,, aun,, 2mambay sa bene kalinga office,, pero aus lang,, tumulonmg kasi me sa pag repack ng mga goods para sa victims sa queazon,, it's a nice feeling na nakakatulong,, haaay.. nweiz, after no'n comm skills supposedly pero dahil nga may seminar edi seminar inattendan kew,, hahaha.. ando'n ung prof namin ehh,, ano pa nga ba,, mmm.. then nung afternoon,, seminar na naman, hindi nila hilig mag pa seminar ehh.. ano pa magagawa namin,, after no'n meh "practice" pa kmi fir the cheering exhibiton,, nyahahaha.. aun,, gabi na naman naka uwi,,

Friday,, wala kaming regular class,, hehe.. pero merong cheering exhibiton.. ayos,, nagkalat na naman kami,, hehehe.. ay hindi,, mas maganda pala toh kesa nung performance namin ng cheering competition,, ayosh dba? after no'n tumamabay,, naghanap ng gagawin,, ehh wala na magawang iba ehh.. kea aun...umiwi na lang,, pag uwi gumawa ng scrap book,, after no'n,, ehh di gabi na anjan na mababait kong kapatid,, nagpagawa ng proiject c chad,, ano pa nga ba..then natulog me ng 6am d nxt day,., bakit? may kausap.. telebabad.. nyahahaha..

staurday,, eun nga,, edi natulog me 6 am this day,, dahil may kausap the other night.. then around 8 or 10 am me ngcng,, ayos dba? mukha nnman me zombie,, hahaha.. and then afternoon punta sm,, nag wtch kkk,, (kasal, kasali, kasalo) wheeew,, am such a crybaby lately.. y? naiyak ako ehh,, ano pa nga ba? huhuhuhu talaga..

sunday.. today!! meron pasok mamaya 3pm, may mass, at taker note! naka uniform kami,, ayos ba??!! bwisit talaga! grrr... pero ayos lang pala,, kasi simba na pala un .. hahaha,, viva sto. nino!

mmmmmm

i've realized that i've wasted much of my time comparing myself to different people, hehe..
i've been too obsessed to the thought of being better than everybody else around me..
but lately, i've had a reflection, i thought of everything that i had been doing lately, and yes, this didn't made me a better me.
i realized how much time i've wasted, hating, criticizing those people whom i thought is less of what they're expected to be..
not even thinking for a moment about how imperfect i am..
ohh well, i remember a friend telling me, that i should not say bad stuffs about other people cause i too do not like the thought of hearing negative stuffs about me..
i was dumbstruck when i heard her say those things, she was right yet i did not listen to her..
but now that i'm becoming more aware of how awful my attitude is, i guess i better change..
after all what comes around, goes around..
just a thought

what's new?

>>the last post was that i got over my ex na,, hahahaha..

well, i'm over him na talaga..

ayun lang,, nah!

i'm glad na okay na ulit kami

nakapag usap na kasi kami ng maayos at in fairness siya lang ata ang naging boyfriend ko na may closure ang break up..

>>as for my studies, ayoko na mag shift..

kasi ayoko ng course curriculum ng international studies

(ung course na dapat ittake ko)

puro siya history,, asa naman noh!

mas gugustuhin ko pang mag accounting kesa history..

hahaha

>>camz, flirt,, wala po ung issueness nga pala,,

kasi medyo tampo lang me,, but i understand naman..

hehehe..

>>i love my family more na,, nyahaha..

puro kami bonding lately,,

ang saya saya..

almost everyday kami sa sm,,

2nd house na ata namin yun ehh..

>>mas naappreciate ko din mga friends ko pati clanmates,, haaay

>>cenxa na if medyo nonsense post ko,, m in a rush kasi..

kayo brief intro lang..

tsaka ko na ieelaborate